thank you my friend for suggesting that I go for a scholarship.
and thank you to my parents for putting the pressure on me to study study study and not waste time and not giving me a chance to really think things through.
now i have this bond that I cannot release.
stuck here for many more years not being able to gain "experience"
experience yah, doing only 1 type of job.
: and sorry to my dear friends from overseas, I may have met you all, but I still have my regrets.